Sunday, December 31, 2006
the year's ending and the new 1 is beginning
how have you been this year
its been a rough year for me and there are tons of obstacles that i've passed
well... i've learnt alot, changed alot
started the year busy with ogl and byg
well it seems to be a journey of confidence
gained alot of confidence during my ogl week
lost alot during byg
mm figure out that the more serious the consequences are of my actions
the less confidence i have
studied hard for my block test and thats when i got closer with the ny clique...
then the worst of the worst happened
in a flashed i lost my brother
i lost my sincere laughter
i lost more freedom
i lost more tears
i lost the very soul i wanna nuture up
i lost the friend whom i never grew close to
i lost the companion at home
i lost... half of me...
everything was rough...
things helped back home with the world cup
as men... me and my dad grew close
then it was the mids and the prelims...
tried hard to study tried hard to stay focus...
seems so hard
A's come and go... screwed up from the 1st day till the last...
finally everything ended with me being fatigue...
fatigue of everything...
well... woke up... slept... and hope things go smooth...
and know what??
i'm still searching for my laughter
i'm still hoping to smile from my heart
to find the cheerful jieyan back...
hopefully...
next year??
hope so...
really hope...
my New Year Resolutions:
i wanna be more confident
more outspoken... more friendly
i hope to be happy
wanna be less bothered so easily by people around me
i wanna mature up
in the way i dress and my thinking
maybe i'll read more
i'll find more shirts?? haha
i wanna think more about my future...
or should i say more sure of what i want and who i wanna be in the future...
find a decent job to last me for the 3months
then work up physically for my army...
finish the 1st year of army in a fine state...
i dont wanna think too much
i dont wanna be emo so easily
i dont want anything bad to happened to my family...
i dont wanna be so controlled by others
well then happy new year everyone...
-rain keeps poring-
11:29 pm